Nowhen From Nowhere

I lived alone and alone I live STILL
Still closed in with no EMOTIONS to spill
Eighteen years, drown sorrow in drink
Dying ears, drown voice in think
Now free like the air and IDEAS paroled
I scream with the THUNDER feeling controlled
But life has no PURPOSE if life has no LOVE
Lie awake dreaming I'm never ENOUGH
My amorous WORDS will always stay as my THOUGHTS
I don't know that I NEED but I think that I WANT
As much as I want, I could never receive
Anything more than I'd get in my DREAMS
The BROKEN mirrors of mine remain CRACKED
Forever more BROKEN is not fiction, it's fact
I keep to myself for I know no other WAY
LIVING in SLEEP and DYING in DAYS