Shadows From Nowhere

I lived in happiness but now in GLOOM
I KILLED that self and locked its tomb
The bloody KNIFE sits out in the rain
Yet I cannot be rid of memory or SHAME
What I thought was RIGHT was clearly WRONG
I heard what I wanted all along
But it felt so good and without FEAR
Had I not been DUMB I'd SAVED these TEARS
I was a pawn in this game of CHESS
Myself and the queen away from the rest
But after I SAID all I could possibly SAY
I opened my eyes and the KING was in play
My dreams DESTROYED and with my heart DENIED
My world fell APART and I watched it DIE
So now I'll keep to myself so my heart will mend
I hope to GOD I go through it again